Unexpected Realizations
NOTE: This was originally written last night.
This day made me realize a lot of things. Things I didn’t expect, realizations I wished I never knew. But nevertheless, I’m thankful that I knew them. And I realized all of these just because of an incident… an incident where most of my blockmates’ real colors were revealed.
One of the things that I knew today is most of my blockmates are plastic. When you’re talking to them, they let you feel as if they are good friends, but when they only see your back, evil horns start to sprout from their heads. This was really evident during the incident that happened today. And by that time, I already suspected that some of my blockmates are doing that to me and all I had to do was to confirm it. True, enough, there are some who are doing that to me. I didn’t expect that, I don’t treat my classmates like trash. When we have something to do, let’s say a report, I’m the one who always sacrifice. I do the written report, the aduio visual presentation, and this and that. In other words, I’m spoon-feeding them.
Nowadays, it’s really hard to decide whom you’ll trust isn’t?
Some are calling me names, according to my source, it’s because I’m excelling in some of our subjects. Hell. What? God, ang babaw naman ng rason na yun! I don’t get it why they’re acting like that, they’re acting as if they’re grade schoolers! Actually, they always act like that, they’re acting like a mentally retarded child. Puhlease, I don’t give a damn to such people. There are other better things that I can waste my time with! They don’t deserve my precious time.
There are others who asks my friend who I am always with about our assignment in Statistics. They’re asking her why she’s not copying from me. F*ck! What they’re saying? So does that mean, if I have let my friend copy my work, then, they could just borrow it and have it duplicated? I guess, they’re too scared to ask directly from me. They know that I’m very mean. Haha. Besides, I won’t let them copy my assignment. As a matter of fact, I don’t even let my friend copy my assignment. I can teach them how to solve for the mean, and this, and that but I can’t let them copy from me. As for my friend, I teach him how to compute this and that, and never I have given the answers directly.
One more thing, this morning we had a report about Canada. I prepared an audio visual presentation for my blockmates (and because Feist is a Canadian, I used her song 1234 as its background music). I know that some would not appreciate it. Definitely, there would be some people who would not like it. But to announce to the whole class that our audio visual presentation is ugly? Hey, that’s different. They’re saying that most of the pictures in the AVP were used multiple times. I don’t know what made them think that. Can’t they just broaden their minds? The next time they’ll present an AVP I’ll shout to the whole class that their AVP is ridiculous!
But here is the stupidest thing, after our reporting we had a game, as a prize for the winner, we bought two packs of Choco-Mani, you know, those cheap chocolate bars filled with nuts that you can buy in sari-sari stores. My blockmates reacted that our prize is soooo cheap at walang kwenta. But right after the game, they were all clamoring for the soooo cheap at walang kwentang Choco-mani even though they’re not the winners. Again, they’re acting so childish.
They’re pissing me off and they’re getting into my nerves. Now, I don’t wonder anymore why I greet myself “Welcome back to hell.” when I arrive at school.
