Reluctant?

Today marks a profound and bittersweet milestone for all of us, as we bear witness to both an end and a beginning. And while we must continue on, we must also be grateful to have been blessed with someone who has so ably guided us to where we are today. When there has been so much love and happiness for someone, it is natural to be reluctant to close such a wonderful chapter in our lives, for moving forward is rarely accomplished without considerable grief and sadness. And while our sorrow may be profound, the clouds will clear, and the sun will shine on us again. And in that warm, bright light we will find ourselves facing a glorious future. A future of exciting challenges and infinite possibilities, in which the horizon will stretch out before us, trimmed in the heavenly glow of the sunrise of our tomorrow.

King Edvard, The Prince & Me

I thought I’m almost ready to free my class mates. I though they’re only pathetic beings living here on earth. I thought they’re nothing me.

Now, as the school year is about to come to an end, I wish I can travel back through time to correct my faults and spend more time with my class mates. Actually, they’re more than class mates (so I should stop calling them “class mates”). I can say that they’re my friends. Even though we’re not that too close, I’m sure, they “planted” something inside me and the other way around. I’m getting reluctant to graduate.

They’re the source of my laughters and tears. But I assure you, “laughter” is dominant. I still hate them but somehow I realized that they made my life complete. A novel will not be complete if there are only protagonists… there should be some antagonist. You can’t call life a life if you only experienced happiness. Everything has its contrasts. Night and day. Left and right. And in this case, it is goodbye and hello.

About the current layout. this is a very simple layout. It features my friends. The photo was taken during our JS Prom. This layout will only last for a week so mesmerize yourself to it before it’s gone. Lol. That scrolling text there is actually the lyrics of “Glowing Inside” by Nikki Gil. It’s our graduation song. Download.

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Road Signs

“Two roads diverge in a yellow wood
And sorry I could not travel both”

These are the first two lines from the poem “The Road Not Taken” written by the famous American poet, Robert Frost.

Yes, it is hard to decide which road to be taken even there are only two choices. But what if on your way, you met a fork that has three, four, five or more prongs to choose from? For sure, things will be more complicated since there are too many choices to consider; you canÂ’t just take a road without thinking. It might be the road that will change your life forever thatÂ’ll make you regret in the end.

We make decisions anytime, anywhere. Actually, we make decisions everyday. Sometimes we choose the wrong pathÂ… I know, some of us tend to go back and start allover again but sad to say, many of us forget that we can still go back and start again from the beginning to mend the things that we had messed. Even though we meet dead ends here and there we should not lose our hope.

If there are decisions that we cans still change, there are also roads that are difficult to escape from, as if you entered a labyrinth and can’t find the exit no matter what you do or you’re on a one way road that’ll not let you go back. These are the things that you can’t change forever. This occurs especially if you took shortcuts and dark alleys while taking the right path. As what they say, “Laging nasa huli ang pagsisisi.” We will only regret it once we’re running out of gas, once we are already lost.

I hope there are stop signs or slow down signs in the wrong roads so we can think twice and that they are not one way so if we choose to change our decision we can take a u-turn easily.

There are also times that while we are taking the right path we have to take detours and such. These detours are contrast to shortcuts – these will make our lives harder… a longcut if I may say. No matter how rocky or steep the road you took maybe and if you know that you’re on the right track, do not back out! Why choose one of those shortcuts if they will make your future disastrous?

Graduation is very near, I hope each and everyone of us will choose the right path. For now we should part ways, but in the end, I know, we will meet again… in the Finish Line.

PS: I think this one will be published in our official school publication. I still have to pass this article to our moderator. Do you like it… eh? The post below is very sensitive. If you want to know the password, just leave a message on your comments and I will give it to you.And oh, the post title has nothing to do with its contents…

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Markers

Here are some milestones during my month-long hiatus…

Palenke Disaster — February 11
We went to the wet public market of San Fernando, Pampanga to do our documentary for AP which was our finals for the said subject. We tackled things about the market, equilibrium (tawaran), the price of the pork, fish (even tuyo!), chicken, etc. We encountered some vendors that don’t like to be interviewed, but most of them really like to be interviewed. Sasabihin sana namin, taga Starstruck kami… lol But I felt uneasy when we’re already there because there were so many people looking at us. Good thing, I was only a camera man… We were only doing it during the morning, then we went to SM… not to interview people there but to eat. The original plan was to go back to the market and try to finish our documentary after we ate our lunch but my group mates decided to watch Saw2. Well, I did not joined them, I went back home.

Dead & Alive — February 13
It was one of my close friends’ birthday, she told me that she’ll treat us after our classes. Alas, I had to go to our homeland because it was my Lolo’s 1st death anniversary. I don’t want him to haunt me in my dreams…

Palenke Disaster II — February 18
We continued doing our AP Finals. We were able to interview some people in the market and a grocery store owner. We also fimed two commercials (that will surely make you laugh once you have seen them, I’ll try to post them in the internet). But time flies so fast, we still don’t have the “scenes” at the studio, so we continued it the very next week.

QB — February 24
I was a contestant in our Quiz Bee at school. And I’m so glad the we won the first place! Haha! I did not expected it.

Ooops! — February 25
We finished our AP Finals. But we encountered a big problem. Those people at the shop we went can’t transfer the film we made. They need the jacks of the camcorder. It’s already 4:30 at that time and they’ll close at 5:30. They don’t open at Sundays and I still have to edit it and the deadline was last February 28.

Food Trip — February 27
We had our finals for TLE — Catering. At exactly 8:00 we started with our work. Mind you, it’s exhausting. And about our documentary, what we did was one of my group mates did not went to school in the morning (since I can’t go), he went to the shop to have our documentary transfered. Fortunately, our documentary was transfered. And in the evening of that same day, I finished editing it.

UST — March 02
I went to school in the morning because my adviser told us that’ll have our class picture. We also watched some of the documentaries that we made, including ours… it’s very hilarious! Even my adviser (our AP teacher) was laughing! At 10:00, I already went home because we’re going to Manila. Btw, by the time I went home, we still haven’t had our class picture. When we arrived at UST, my parents left me there because they still have to go to St. Luke’s. (I went to UST because i’m on academic placement). So I was there, third in the line and when they gave me the list of the courses I passed, I was shocked because the list is really what I call a list (lol) because it’s long. I passed 34 courses at UST! I chose Architecture and HRM. I still can’t say “See you at UST!” because I still have to wait for a month and a couple of weeks before I’ll know if I have a slot. And I think my parents don’t like me to go there because it’s far. When we’re on our way home, one of my classmates SMSed me that they had their class picture. And I was there, at the back seat of our car feeling sad because it’s the last class picture I will be in, and I was not able to join because I’m following up my appication at UST…

The Finale’s Near — March 08-10
We had our finals. Generally, I find our finals easy, but dunno… I have to wait for the results and prove to my self that our finals was indeed easy! And you know what? Some of our teachers are stealling our time to review! Can’t they understand that we have to review? And they only told us that we have to stay up to 2:00 (instead of 12:00) the same day when we’re dismissed at 2:00. They got to my nerves! Btw, we had our class picture… re-shoot. Becuse the pictures that the photographer took were not fit to the layout that our computer teacher made.

JS Tonight — March 11
Marks the end of my month-long hiatus. Yeah, I’m back! Woot! And yeah, tonight, we’ll have our JS Prom… it’s yet another good way to waste money! Grr… I don’t have any choice but to attend. I’m sure I will not enjoy it and I hope they will not serve us “Bread Sticks” for appetizer.

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